life is good. and in order to lead that good life, we need to be better as well.
the last week has honestly been a blur. i’m so grateful for dr em. i would be a wreck without her. even though i know things right now aren’t going the way we want it to be, i also know that they will be okay.
that said, people disappoint you. if anything i’ve realized that i expect too much people. i might even demand too much from them.
however, this week has been pretty good. at some point i closed my eyes and got to relive a couple of the greatest moments of my life.
life is too short to be so angry. and i need to remind myself of that.
when someone makes you realize how angry you are, it’s so hard to try and put everything back inside.
i am loving this holiday
these past few weeks have made me really come to think about the people i truly want in my life.
as the years have past i have a lot of regrets about the people i’ve lost.
but mostly, it’s worked out.
and as you get older there’s just less people you can really call “friend”.
no matter what i’m having a vacation tomorrow starting at 4pm.
not going to claim to be anything that i’m not, and i didn’t know the beastie boys well, but this song and no sleep till brooklyn have each represented amazing moments of my life.
thank you adam for the soundtrack.
wednesday could not come soon enough.
in 6 days and 1hr, i will let myself go.
i am fully serious about that.
i wish i was fully serious about this.
today i found myself admitting i had a problem.
to myself at least.
which gave me the strength to tell a handful of people.
i’m pretty scared about who i’m becoming.
